Decided to meet at 10 am and will start preparing myself after I receive the wake up call from him . Guess I was too excited about the outing and I woke up at 9 am . Soon it's 10 am and i have yet to receive the call . So ... I kept spamming calls after calls but to no avail . Finally at 11:45 am, he called me . Apparently, he set the alarm for Sunday instead of Saturday . Aiyo ... This guy ! What a long wait uh ! My threshold was only 1 hour but I waited 3 hours plus ... ... he's special to me :)

Grab a quick lunch at Ananas, bought tickets for 'The Hobbit' at 7:50 pm and off we go to Gardens by the Bay . Day time and night time view definitely makes a difference . I love the night view better :D












It was raining when we finally left the conservatories but as we have to rush back to catch the movie, we walked in the rain . Freezing cold i tell you . Reached Woodlands and immediately split both ways to buy dinner to sneak into cinema ! So friggin rush . Hahahaha . But so fun . We were late for 30 minutes or so, thank goodness we still can go in . The movie was awesome !!! Food sneaked in was better . The person beside me was the best ! Hehehehe ♡







Guess i didn't expect this to happen . I can accept criticism . No worries . I accept them and change for the better but i didn't expect to feel so differently . The sourness in my chest was 100 times more than the usual amount . I couldn't control my tears at all . Tears and mucus falling drip by drip . Faking to wipe my mouth and quickly brushing through my eyes and nose hoping you won't notice .

My morning sucks . Even though we are having breakfast together but my morning still doesn't feel that good . So for the whole morning i couldn't even force myself to be happy . So that's why i do childish things to bring the mood up . Childish = childish acts . No ? Being a child, it's all about being happy . But i guess I've overdone it .

Didn't expect you to be frustrated about it . You said you are going through a stressful month and you can't stand it when people do small nonsense acts around you . You also say that i'm a 21 year old girl not 12 so act like one .
Doing such actions may seem cute but overdoing it makes you frustrated . Okay . I understand . I got it .

The message behind this incident is ... Stop acting like a kid, act like an adult . That's all .

I thought i could be myself . You said i could . I don't have to change . But why this now ?
This sentence kept repeating in my head and the sourness level increases .

Didn't thought it will hurt so much . Had a short yet extreme crying break after lunch . Been so long since i have to hide in a cubicle and cry silently . I thought i can do it in front of you . Guess i still can't, worse still if the person who made me cry is you .

You said you felt the sourness cause i'm feeling so . Sigh . Didn't mean to . Really .

Whenever you say sorry to me, my tears welling in my eyes and eventually flows . Seems like i have to take out my same old hidden sentence again .

"If sorry helps, then what's the use of having police or law ? "

It just hurts too much . I can't handle . I really can't .












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