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I hate myself for being who I am
Monday, June 15, 2015 @ 9:32:00 PM | 0 Comment [s]
After countless incidents on proving that I'm weak, why am I still putting myself into such situation again. It does nothing but makes me sad only. Always ended my sadness and sourness by crying all night long. Frigging all night long.The sourness, the loneliness, the uselessness, the weakness ... I really don't know what to do to take away all these from myself. I hate myself for being who I am yet I accept that this is who I am. This life of mine, this family of mine, the people that I thought won't leave but did ... it's all my fault. I never did want to go against her but all kinds of possible actions, thoughts and conversation replayed themselves in my head every single time. I should have done what I had in mind but I just couldn't. This indeed gave her the chance to boss us around and control us like puppets. Yet, we never fight back. All we do is talk behind her back and comment on everything that makes us unhappy but we never talk back to her. All because she's our mother. That's the only reason. The one and only reason I can think of. |
This is who i am :D K E R I S S A 채재린 there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect, Forever 21 and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. This is MY blog so Click here if you hate it. and SHOO!!!!!;p TREAT ME GOOD, I'LL TREAT YOU EVEN BETTER !
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