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I, Me, Myself
Friday, June 10, 2016 @ 12:26:00 AM | 0 Comment [s]
This post will be all about I, Me, Myself and thoughts on who I feel I am as an individual.I am a very innocent and naive person. Genuine and just super nice. It's weird to say this myself but many had described and mentioned this to me in someway or the other at some part of my life when our paths crossed. Not sure if it's okay/good to be innocent and naive in this cruel world but it is who I am and I don't wish to lose the naiveness or innocence that I currently possess. Sometimes, it may seem to you that I am childish, callow or ignorant but I believe I am simply just unsophisticated and unpretentious thus I can be very honest and open to anyone without reading too much between the lines. I used to be someone with absolute zero confidence about myself and I never could imagine myself looking into someone's eye when I'm talking to him or her. That has changed but I am certain that till date, I still do not have the courage to speak confidently and holding a conversation with confidence. I am better now as compared to who I was before but I believe I can be better so that I can be a better person in general. In the past not too long ago, about 5 to 10 years back, I was a downright negative person. My confidence level was so low that I feel people don't want to accept me as a person and everything I do was just wrong till the extend that me coming into this world felt like it was a big fat mistake that should be undone. I simply just don't feel welcome and accepted as a human being. All I wanted to do was to disappear from this world by ending my life and I believed no one would even care or notice that I'm gone, no one will ever feel pity or sad that I'm no longer around. The negativity in me was so overwhelming that I simply couldn't talk with and see the people around me without thinking negatively. But now, things have changed drastically for me as I grew older and matured. I think so positively now such that I trust everyone whom I met for the very first time and believe they approach me with a genuine heart with no bad motives. Currently, I'm attending a 2-days workshop called Live, Life and Purpose. To some, it may be nothing and useless but for me, it inspires me a great lot even though today is only the first day of the workshop. It kept me thinking continuously while travelling home and even when I'm bathing. I've discovered and know who I actually could be through activities, reflections and understanding the mistakes other people makes in their life that had impacted them and changed them to who they are today. This is only one small part of my takeaways from today's workshop and through this, I understand and know myself a little better than I had before. Hopefully, at the end of the workshop, I can find my purpose and live that purpose till the end of my life journey. |
This is who i am :D K E R I S S A 채재린 there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect, Forever 21 and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. This is MY blog so Click here if you hate it. and SHOO!!!!!;p TREAT ME GOOD, I'LL TREAT YOU EVEN BETTER !
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